Sunday, July 19, 2009

Emo Jesus

Why is it so hard for you to FEEL something?

Look at the world around you --sounds, sights, smells.

Look at you --numb...numb...NUMB.

For the love of GOD REACT! Tell me how you really feel. Maybe then we can get somewhere.

Hey. Here's an idea.

Tap into the Emo side of Jesus.

Yeah, I heard you gasp. Emo and Jesus in the same sentence?

He was so sorrowed by our numbness and lack of life that he died for it.

Let's get real and live for a cause.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Love Burns Brighter Than Sunshine

I'm sorry...

How many times have I said that now? I mean, not just for this circumstance, but my whole life...

I'm beginning to realize that you don't want my apologies. You want me.

This "damsel in distress" bit sounded like fun...but I'm tired of laying on that same damn railroad track getting saved OVER and OVER and OVER again.

So, what role will I play next? I want to be the one that can stand next to you and make you proud. I want to be strong for you so that you can look at me with those piercing eyes of love that burns brighter than the sun itself.

i love YOU. know that. and for the days that i make a fool of myself just know that i know my life is ridiculous without you and i will find my way back.

Just leave the light on for me.

Thursday, April 30, 2009


I live my life in a brothel these days.

Yeah, I've heard the stories...

Strong man...rescuer...redemption

My life has never turned out like the books I've read.

Maybe, just maybe, this time you'll get me out of this godforsaken place for good.

Maybe...Maybe Not.

You're not done with me yet. And I'm not okay with that.

When I tell you to leave me alone it really means that I want you more than anything.

Shh, don't tell anyone I told you that. I have a reputation to keep in this brothel.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Pure Bliss

I fell out of my chair for you today and I don't even know you.

Look at the effect you have on the world already.

You will be special. Because the people that have gone before you are special to me.

Leave it to someone who doesn't exist yet to show you how to love unconditionally...


Mine came today in the form of chocolate covered strawberries.

I saw you make them and realized that there is a joy in life that I am missing.

It's funny how the "trouble makers" bring the most life to the table...weird huh?